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i had a better day today
i kept my oldest home from school and spent the day with her...felt really good
shes been kinda pushed aside, since the youngest was born and the step daughter came to live with us.
its one of those things that i know is going wrong, but dont have the energy to fix.
so my neice lives here in our town now. she moved here from the east coast. i love her tons. we get along great...but she is very self centered and only thinks of her and hers. i only get phone calls when she needs me to baby sit. thats it. i see her when she occasionally comes to pick up her kid.
i gotta go, to distracted to type.......